Like a lamb with a splinter in its neck, fool that I am
I am bruised and in need of another and yet I call out for my justice,
While the harm remains in me: “Let me follow after Lord”
I plead, “Remove from me the object of my pain”
But though it should be so in the New Pasture
For now it reveals the unrighteousness within my self
Rather that I would cry out after Him
“Hurt me till I sin no more!”
Not that pain could wash my coat clean
Little lamb how detestable you look
With useless crimson wool and gnats
Christ the shepherd is far cleaner
It is He that removes the splinter, the object
But it is He that gives the pain of its presence
I run to Him as led by Voice
Along the way, my tendons and muscles
They feel, in my pain, the object as it tears
But the strain to keep toward my Savior only amplifies His glory
The glory of removal of the object of my pain
The moment everlasting when the object and the curse of its impaling
Two separate identities are found in Him their fate.
How silent the lamb rests in the intervention
How the pasture can be trampled with joy at this peace
The pain existed long before the object found me
But at its removal it is now and forever trampled under Him
Good shepherd treat Your lamb with kindness
The kindness known only by You
That hurt must persist as far as depravity
And as far as I am unjust so may it be true
And at long last when I run at Your calling
Irresistible in the pain of truth
May this lamb be made holy in piety, solely as it’s means to Grace
That running the race I will survive in its journey
By the Voice leading me through my own treachery
As dumb lambs leap and tarry, hurt me till I hurt no more
Blessed be Your name who takes away the splinter
As one who purposes such pain for glory
And crimson hues made holy only from You
Let me always reverence You with joy making complete my present pain
Like the bruised reed, this little lamb You will not crush
